I'm just a girl, who is wants this guy to love her.

I'm also a girl, who is oh so very tired, of begging him to love me.

My heart is strong, but it is wearing out.

How quickly one can plunge from hope into the depths of despair...

Sweet, moist, kisses.

Confused.

I help your hands,
to find there way,
to my waist,
or the small of my back,
perhaps finger tips caressed.

Places they explored with ease,
before.

It seems the more I welcome you,
the more you pull away.

The more I allow you into my heart,
the more you retain yours.

Confused...

Today was wonderful,
but now he is gone.

I found myself empty,
lonely.

I don't think I've ever felt so bad inside.

I'm so confused. And my heart aches so.

Today my heart aches.
It wants to love and be loved in return.

Today I feel desperate.