Can't believe I've been dumped. I was married and I've been dumped. It sucks to be dumped by the love of your life. Why wasn't I the love of his life?

9 year anniversary in a couple of days. My entire adult life has been in this. Wish he was in it too.

Talking to my family about it was hard. Don't want to cry. Don't want to talk about it. Don't want it to be real.

Don't want to do anything but feel numb.