Hello World. It's me. Hannah. Remember me? It is a little rough right now. You seem to have shaken me us quite a bit.

Future uncertain
and a heart feeling broken.

Time to heal. Time to grow.
Don't want to feel because, Lord, it hurts so.
Oh so.

I had no idea this was going to happen.
It surprised me to discover that this was coming for such a long time. I guess I was blind. Now blind sided.

Blackhole in my belly, sucking me into despair.
Strong back. Steal spine. Keeping me in the air.
Turmoil caused by two such contradictory conditions simaltaneously imposed.
Sustaining and obliterating. Destroying and strengthening.

Woe.
My world is a question. No answers to be found.
Always, I seek security. None.